Went down the building at around 6 AM
after a whole shit of workload done overnight..
my eyes were still hurting from the monitor.
when a bang of camera lights splashed me..
there was a Film crew for a TV ad..
and they were filming in front of the building
but i was way ahead sleepy header..
no time to check the models.. Damn!
Such much for not reporting for work.
The production crew told me though
that it was for a Pizza ad
wait a minute I don't see any pizza?
but they did have rain effects..
apparently, it has been another boring week.
not much interesting stuff going on...
living in a lonely apartment is one thing.
a dolphin attitude is another..
reflecting on how my life was ..
though was quite entertaining..
I just dunno why...
most of my friends are married now..
some I never heard of anymore..
sometimes i even think I'm cursed..
mid-afternoon i spend time gazing at
the wide window looking down the building
its lonely up here..who would have thought.
most of the time i end up thinking about what
I really want in life.. A lot...more to it..
did I misjudge myself again..?
we have always been taught that
nothing matters more than the present.
or is it the future?
just as goes for the rest of the anti-analogies
which is which and how anyway?
`if birds of the same feather flock together"
and why do `opposites attract"?
"Actions speak louder than Words"?
Who said the "Pen is Mightier than the Sword"?
ahhh... but one smart dude once said.
"The Past is History, the Future will always
be a Mystery. This Moment is a Gift,
that`s why it's called the Present.
whatever...
I i think ill just go back fishing for thoughts...
wishful fishing... that's what I call it...
I'm too tired to even sleep...goodnight journal.
