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Saturday, September 18, 2004

dear journal... Sept 11 - Sept 18

In the office one afternoon....
was workin on something
i swear this new anti-spyware stuff
sold on the internet will suck.
for sure coz most of them do
I accidentally clicked on messages
here in my multiply.
damn.. i never answered them..
i never expected people would
be sending messages on multiply
i didnt even know thats where
you should be opening them..
i can hear myself telling me..
eeaaediot !

my mom came by for a visit
along with her was granny old
Lola(something)-suppose to be far distant
relative from the province
far from the city.. way from the
countryside town where my father`s
folks originally came from..
you know how it is in old countryside towns
everybody is related.

one morning when i woke up
she was telling stories to my mom
how she got away from the Japs
during world war two...
She was even willing to show her
scar in the hips scrapped by the barb wire
which she got from the getaway that
she and a guy that later became her husband
engineered... what an escapade story
over my bursting coffee.

So the next day...i woke up
Shit its 8am and im fuckin late
i hurried up..took the freezing cold bath
slammed the door and off to the train know just like high school
and college .. hypothalamus rush
the only difference is that girls
were cuter those days..hmmmm.
while on the train i keep blaming
the timer clock besides my bed that
didnt even made a sound..

finnaly i got in the building
i keep thinking what excuse ill give
to the HR staff again ..been condemned
with so many absences and still complaining
about discrepancies on my pay..
well you know ..things sometimes crosses
yer nutshell when your on a hurry.

when i got on the floor
i went running accross with my
proximity id card in hand to swipe ready
when i got in .. its 9 and the janitor
was cleaning my desk and computer..
am i getting fired? i ask myself

someone tapped my back and asked,
ey are you doin` Overtime today?
bullshit... i realized that moment
it was friday.. its my day off.
i shouldnt even be here..
it echoed again....
eeaaeediot !!!

you might wonder and have asked why
i keep blogging these nonsense stuff
on the internet..
i guess the reason is apparent..
maybe someday when i woke up and totally
forgot what day it is ..or even what
im suppose to be doin next..
contract temporary amnesia or even worse
at least i know where to check..
ha! at last it had a purpose.
hmmm.will by any chance ill be
forgetting i have multiply blogs?
if that shit happens..?

i guess if that happens
i wont miss checking friendster
and ask people there...
who am i ?.. did you or was it me who
added you on my list of friends?
convenient enough that i got a friendster T-shirt
to remind me im` one of those people
who made Jon Abrams a multi-million
sensation.. overnight.
up yours ! Jon f@#k you!

did i say that?

well one thing i did remember..
be careful what you wish for next week..
you might get the opposite.. like this one
and hey.. thats the building in the photo.. up there

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